today... has been good, except for when i had to to go out several times. That got my hostility going. Being reclusive suits me just fine. ========== my friend... asked me if he had done something to upset me because we haven't been talking as much as we used to. that made me feel bad. i have been neglectful of much lately. I'll settle down once the flight/trip is over,that's had me stressed and anxious for weeks now. i feel guilty because i have shut a lot of people out but i only have so many... read more