Since when is Nickelback allowed to be deep? Anyways, yes, I am alive. I figure I will be, for a good while still. I am definately down, but not superdown, at least not yet. No actual thoughts of hurting myself. So yay. That said, I am very self critical right now. My actions don't make me happy. Nor does my body. I have a very low self image at the moment. Pretty much entirely antithetical to how I've been since moving out here. I don't want to join a team, because I don't want a bunch of real... read more